I made a mistake today. You are upset but you had really sticky hands and I tried to get you to climb on your step stool and wash your hands and all you wanted was for me to pick you up and for about 10 minutes I just kept on saying for you to wash your hands and I kept trying to put you on your step stool and you just kept on asking for me to pick you up and I didn’t and I finally just held you and put your hands under the water and I use the soap and it cleans your hands and you cried to the whole thing and then I tried your hands and then I realized what a mistake I made I apologized over and over again but I still feel guilty and I’m so sorry I don’t know why I did that I shouldn’t have made such a big deal out of it as I told you sometimes you just are so independent that I forget just how little you are you don’t understand everything you just need me to pick you up and I’m sorry I didn’t.